I'm listening to the Doobie Brothers Listen To The Music. I like that song. For some reason it lifts my mood.

I've been painting all morning and haven't done a damn thing around the house.

I'm going to visit my best friend Kim next Tuesday in Waxahachie.

I just accidentally stepped on my dog while dusting off the TV. I didn't hurt her but I still feel like shit. She loves me so much and I wouldn't ever want her to think that I hurt her purposely.

I'm down in the dumps because a lot of my old childhood friends have really made something out of their lives and are having fun and look great. I'm a big depressed nothing.

Every time I hear Jimmy Buffet on the Radio I think of my dad.

The one chore I hate more than any other is unloading the dishwasher. Give me a toilet brush and a shit stained commode any day.

I love raw oysters. Every time I eat them I wish I was back in Savannah, on the coast.

Wal-Mart's CEO got a 2 million dollar bonus this year. The hard working $7-10/hr floor employees got less than a $1,200 bonus. The Co-managers who work 70hr weeks and are salary paid got a $4,000-$8,000 bonus .

The rich get richer, the poor get taken care of and the middle class, well, their fucked.

I used to be a gymnast/cheerleader/majorette. I could back flip all the way across someone's front yard and I never ran out of energy.

That was 10 years ago.

I'm 24 and I can barely get out of bed in the mornings I hurt so bad from doing nothing.

I visit my Dr. tomorrow. I still haven't had my blood work done and I don't care anymore. She can put me on something else. The only thing this Depakote is doing for me anymore is giving me the shits.

Yes, I'm depressed today.