Monday, April 30, 2007
Thanks
Thanks for all the sweet e-mails and comments on my last post. I have severe ups and downs and I have to vent somewhere. I still don't feel good. I've been depressed all weekend. Surfie, I took the assessment test for the MT and failed so miserably that they sent me an e-mail saying that I should look elsewhere for a career. I scored a 5%. a 75% is required for passing. That was a real kick in the ass. All I know is art and I don't know that very well.
I'm not going to whine and complain today. Stacey is off work again and I'm going to spend some time with her.
I have a bad doctors office experience to tell ya about tomorrow. Until then...thanks everybody. YOU make blogging worthwhile.
Posted By Sam @ 5:08 PM
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I'm so fucking tired. I'm tired of struggling everyday. I'm tired of not having any money to pay bills. I'm tired of not being able to work outside of my home. I'm tired of crying for no reason. I'm tired of going off on people for no reason. I'm tired of failing at everything I try to do. I'm tired of not having the hand out opportunities of those in prison and those who just got out and get free schooling and get to enter into free programs for the career of their choice and special training in this and that and I can't. I want to go to school but not only can I not afford it, I was put in special ed because of my bipolar during high school so I have no math skills.
I was exempt from taking any kind of TAAS or SAT type tests and I was exempt from all math classes because they thought something was wrong with me. Now, I'm on 6th grade math level, if even THAT so I can forget nursing school or EMT programs which require a "strong background in math" and which you have to pass a math test in order to be CONSIDERED for acceptance.
Maybe I'm on a feel sorry for myself rant today and I don't care. I'm depressed and I feel hopeless and worthless.
I guess I'll be digging through trash for junk to resell and painting for less than $100 a week for the rest of my life.
I get so nervous and I freak out around people to the point I have a hard time holding down any kind of job where I'm around people. I'll bump my arm or someone will look at me the wring way and I'll just start crying like I'm having some kind of breakdown and end up losing or quitting my job. Meds don't seem to help for THAT. Sure, they treat the anxiety and the mania where I can't sleep and I can't concentrate, but nothing calms the emotions enough.
I may just quit this blog. What's the point? I may just quit selling my art. What's the point in that? I spend more in supplies than what I make.
I hope I wake up tomorrow in a better mood.
Friday, April 27, 2007
Life Sucks
I'm so fucking tired. I'm tired of struggling everyday. I'm tired of not having any money to pay bills. I'm tired of not being able to work outside of my home. I'm tired of crying for no reason. I'm tired of going off on people for no reason. I'm tired of failing at everything I try to do. I'm tired of not having the hand out opportunities of those in prison and those who just got out and get free schooling and get to enter into free programs for the career of their choice and special training in this and that and I can't. I want to go to school but not only can I not afford it, I was put in special ed because of my bipolar during high school so I have no math skills.
I was exempt from taking any kind of TAAS or SAT type tests and I was exempt from all math classes because they thought something was wrong with me. Now, I'm on 6th grade math level, if even THAT so I can forget nursing school or EMT programs which require a "strong background in math" and which you have to pass a math test in order to be CONSIDERED for acceptance.
Maybe I'm on a feel sorry for myself rant today and I don't care. I'm depressed and I feel hopeless and worthless.
I guess I'll be digging through trash for junk to resell and painting for less than $100 a week for the rest of my life.
I get so nervous and I freak out around people to the point I have a hard time holding down any kind of job where I'm around people. I'll bump my arm or someone will look at me the wring way and I'll just start crying like I'm having some kind of breakdown and end up losing or quitting my job. Meds don't seem to help for THAT. Sure, they treat the anxiety and the mania where I can't sleep and I can't concentrate, but nothing calms the emotions enough.
I may just quit this blog. What's the point? I may just quit selling my art. What's the point in that? I spend more in supplies than what I make.
I hope I wake up tomorrow in a better mood.
Posted By Sam @ 5:17 PM
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I love it when my bitch in heat decides to piss her diaper, pull out the pad and chew it to shreds so when I wake up to go to the bathroom at 3AM I step in the bloody wet mess.
I love it when I start dancing around the room with wet Maxi stuck to my foot yelling and my little schnauzer puppy just sits there and looks at me like, "whatever idiot"
I just love it...
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
I Love It...
I love it when my bitch in heat decides to piss her diaper, pull out the pad and chew it to shreds so when I wake up to go to the bathroom at 3AM I step in the bloody wet mess.I love it when I start dancing around the room with wet Maxi stuck to my foot yelling and my little schnauzer puppy just sits there and looks at me like, "whatever idiot"
I just love it...
I love it... No matter how Ruby poses, her snatch is always so BOLD and IN YOUR FACE.
I love it when my little precious princess jumps onto my big lazy boxer's back and starts humping away and 90mph with diaper on and tail sticking straight up in the air...
And I love it when my big lazy boxer just sits there and looks at me with her big eyes and sighs while Daisy Dookie gets her kicks.
I really love it when Stacey throws her turkey leg bones in the trash bag on the floor and and the bitches pull them out and have them strung all over the bedroom floor so I can step on them and cut my foot.
I love it when Ruby sits right in front of her food bowl outside and watches the black birds eat every bit of it, then sit at my feet begging the entire time I'm eating a hamburger.
Did I mention how much I love it when Daisy pisses her diaper? I'm going to have to re-potty train the whore again.
I'm so proud of my two.
Posted By Sam @ 2:59 PM
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*We've had bad weather again today. A few tornadoes here and there. None that did much damage though. I believe we're supposed to have more bad weather tonight.
*Our mailman is an ignorant dipshit. If I didn't have packages to be picked up today, we would have never gotten our mail. The doorbell rings around 3:30PM and it's the postman.
He has my 3 packages under his arm and says, "Me need paper I put in your mailbox for dees packages. I made mistake and put in your mailbox. I supposed to keep dat paper."
I said, "We didn't get any mail today."
He looked me up and down grinning like some perv and said, "Uh, no mail? I've been by already. Maybe I didn't put mail in mailbox yet. I go see and come back."
He left and about 1 hour later the doorbell rang again. I saw it was him again and opened the door.
"Here your mail! Heh Heh, I put in wrong mailbox, I put in 307 instead. I had to go back and find it. I sorry." and he handed me the mail, one insurance letter containing my SS# and other personal info.
Nice to know the USPS is right on top of things as usual.
I listed 2 new paintings on Ebay.
I have a headache from hell. I woke up with it and I'll go to bed with it. I refuse to take Tylenol or other over the counters. They don't work so there's no point in gagging myself for no reason. I may take a Vicoden later.
It's funny how Vicoden affects people different. With me, it puts me in this high, happy talkative mood when I'm normally quite shy. Others I know, it knocks them on their ass.
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
My Day
*We've had bad weather again today. A few tornadoes here and there. None that did much damage though. I believe we're supposed to have more bad weather tonight.
*Our mailman is an ignorant dipshit. If I didn't have packages to be picked up today, we would have never gotten our mail. The doorbell rings around 3:30PM and it's the postman.
He has my 3 packages under his arm and says, "Me need paper I put in your mailbox for dees packages. I made mistake and put in your mailbox. I supposed to keep dat paper."
I said, "We didn't get any mail today."
He looked me up and down grinning like some perv and said, "Uh, no mail? I've been by already. Maybe I didn't put mail in mailbox yet. I go see and come back."
He left and about 1 hour later the doorbell rang again. I saw it was him again and opened the door.
"Here your mail! Heh Heh, I put in wrong mailbox, I put in 307 instead. I had to go back and find it. I sorry." and he handed me the mail, one insurance letter containing my SS# and other personal info.
Nice to know the USPS is right on top of things as usual.
I listed 2 new paintings on Ebay.
I have a headache from hell. I woke up with it and I'll go to bed with it. I refuse to take Tylenol or other over the counters. They don't work so there's no point in gagging myself for no reason. I may take a Vicoden later.
It's funny how Vicoden affects people different. With me, it puts me in this high, happy talkative mood when I'm normally quite shy. Others I know, it knocks them on their ass.
Posted By Sam @ 4:26 PM
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Stacey and I went to an auction in the "crack town" part of Fort Worth this morning. I noticed just about every house in that area had the windows boarded up. As I was looking out the window at all of these little boarded up houses it brought back sad memories of my childhood.
When I was about 7my mother some random unknown stranger set fire to our house and started it in MY bedroom on MY bed. Luckily my mom just happened to be taking all the animals to the vet that day along with having all of my expensive porcelain dolls cleaned, and just by chance she had the scrapbooks and albums of me and her old modeling photos with her too. I don't think insurance ever paid off... A N Y W A Y S... another story another day.
I was at my grandmother's house and my dad was at work. I remember trying to call the house for my mother and the line was busy. I found out why later.
After the fire was out they boarded up the house. As a kid I always thought of the windows on a house as being the house's eyes. So it freaked me out to see boards over the "eyes" as if the house was dead.
Driving down Miller St. today freaked me out, and I still get paranoid when I'm out of town and I call home to check my answering machine and the line is busy.
It's funny how somethings you just never get over.
Monday, April 23, 2007
Dead Houses
Stacey and I went to an auction in the "crack town" part of Fort Worth this morning. I noticed just about every house in that area had the windows boarded up. As I was looking out the window at all of these little boarded up houses it brought back sad memories of my childhood.
When I was about 7
I was at my grandmother's house and my dad was at work. I remember trying to call the house for my mother and the line was busy. I found out why later.
After the fire was out they boarded up the house. As a kid I always thought of the windows on a house as being the house's eyes. So it freaked me out to see boards over the "eyes" as if the house was dead.
Driving down Miller St. today freaked me out, and I still get paranoid when I'm out of town and I call home to check my answering machine and the line is busy.
It's funny how somethings you just never get over.
Posted By Sam @ 4:35 PM
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Went to Cleburne yesterday to help Stacey's mom with yard work.
Played football with Tyler and did flips on the trampoline which I hadn't done since I was about 12.
I got on a caffeine high today and massive house cleaning.
Scrubbing floors on my hands and knees.
Moving heavy boxes full of tools.
I'm so sore that I can barely move.
My dog is bleeding all over the place even with her diaper on and she's got now where she likes to piss in it. Nasty.
I caught Ruby licking wildly at Daisy bleeding pus this afternoon. Daisy was on her back, legs spread, enjoying it. LESBIAN WHORES! Yuck.
She IS NOT sleeping with me tonight.
The only thing I've had to eat today is a Smoothie Kind and Sonic fried cheese.
I've been that busy.
Why does it take 8 hours before my new listings will show up on Ebay?
That pisses me off.
I think I'll write them.
I ain't in too good of a mood.
Goodnight.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
The Weekend
Went to Cleburne yesterday to help Stacey's mom with yard work.
Played football with Tyler and did flips on the trampoline which I hadn't done since I was about 12.
I got on a caffeine high today and massive house cleaning.
Scrubbing floors on my hands and knees.
Moving heavy boxes full of tools.
I'm so sore that I can barely move.
My dog is bleeding all over the place even with her diaper on and she's got now where she likes to piss in it. Nasty.
I caught Ruby licking wildly at Daisy bleeding pus this afternoon. Daisy was on her back, legs spread, enjoying it. LESBIAN WHORES! Yuck.
She IS NOT sleeping with me tonight.
The only thing I've had to eat today is a Smoothie Kind and Sonic fried cheese.
I've been that busy.
Why does it take 8 hours before my new listings will show up on Ebay?
That pisses me off.
I think I'll write them.
I ain't in too good of a mood.
Goodnight.
Posted By Sam @ 10:38 PM
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I've screwed up my layout so I don't know when my page will look right again. I'm about frustrated. When I preview it on Blogger it looks right, but when I view it outside of Blogger, it's all screwed up.
Friday, April 20, 2007
I've screwed up my layout so I don't know when my page will look right again. I'm about frustrated. When I preview it on Blogger it looks right, but when I view it outside of Blogger, it's all screwed up.
Posted By Sam @ 10:41 PM
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I know everyone gets tired of me changing my layout but I can't help it. I get bored easily. My moods change every few minutes and I have to keep up.
My Daisy is gnawing away on a corn cob that she's had since this morning. Ruby will come up and try to steal it (she turned her nose up at hers earlier) and Daisy will go into full attack mode. My dogs.
I'm so tired of these mass shootings. There are copycats coming out now because they see how much media attention this last one has gotten. I say lets focus more on the victims and quit showing that pucks face every 5 minutes. Who cares about HIS life. Quit giving him his fame because all the other nutzos out there craving attention are going to follow in his footsteps. Someone at NASA just killed someone and then himself.
I need to cut my bangs. They touch my nose. I've been trying to let them grow out but I can't take it anymore. My eyes itch.
I'm going to watch MASH. Good night.
I've changed again
I know everyone gets tired of me changing my layout but I can't help it. I get bored easily. My moods change every few minutes and I have to keep up.
My Daisy is gnawing away on a corn cob that she's had since this morning. Ruby will come up and try to steal it (she turned her nose up at hers earlier) and Daisy will go into full attack mode. My dogs.
I'm so tired of these mass shootings. There are copycats coming out now because they see how much media attention this last one has gotten. I say lets focus more on the victims and quit showing that pucks face every 5 minutes. Who cares about HIS life. Quit giving him his fame because all the other nutzos out there craving attention are going to follow in his footsteps. Someone at NASA just killed someone and then himself.
I need to cut my bangs. They touch my nose. I've been trying to let them grow out but I can't take it anymore. My eyes itch.
I'm going to watch MASH. Good night.
Posted By Sam @ 8:56 PM
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I'm a real idiot. I was wondering why the post I wrote earlier hadn't shown up on the blog. Well, I posted it under an old blog that I had created a long time ago and never posted on. I'm really losing my mind. I'll have something important, a doctors appointment card or a bill that I have to pay and I'll put it somewhere and say to myself, "I'm not going to forget this so I'm putting it here." and what do I do, I forget what I did with it. I'm too young to be having memory problems like I do.
I also get bored too easy. I go insane when I have nothing to do. Thank God I paint. But when I run out of materials and have no money for gas or supplies it really sucks.
Stacey and I went to a storage auction today and bought a unit. It had dog crates and an antique china hutch. Hopefully we can make some money off the stuff.
I caught my precious and innocent Ruby (the boxer) with her arms around Daisy humping the shit out of her. I was so disgusted. I expect that out of Daisy, but Ruby...no. Ruby has been sniffing Daisy's pus ever since she went into heat. I guess it turned her on. EWWWWW. Dogs will be dogs though. Whores.
I love Big Lots. Target has this shabby chic style quilt that I've been wanting for so long but it's $99. I can't afford that. We went to Big Lots between auctions today and I saw a quilt VERY similar for $20 and the shams were included! They aren't with the one at Target. And not only that, the name of that style quilt was called Samantha. Couldn't resist. I feel so floral and girly laying in my bed now. Hopefully Daisy won't bleed all over it. I can't keep her out of the bed at night. Bitch.
It's 12:10am. Stacey should be off work by now. I guess I'll go call her. Since I had my daily Starbucks fix about 9pm (REALLY smart since I like to go to bed around 11.) I had to take a couple of Klonopin. I sure hope that kicks in soon. I need to get up early and go grocery shopping. Myspoiled whores babies are out of food.
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Idiot
I'm a real idiot. I was wondering why the post I wrote earlier hadn't shown up on the blog. Well, I posted it under an old blog that I had created a long time ago and never posted on. I'm really losing my mind. I'll have something important, a doctors appointment card or a bill that I have to pay and I'll put it somewhere and say to myself, "I'm not going to forget this so I'm putting it here." and what do I do, I forget what I did with it. I'm too young to be having memory problems like I do.
I also get bored too easy. I go insane when I have nothing to do. Thank God I paint. But when I run out of materials and have no money for gas or supplies it really sucks.
Stacey and I went to a storage auction today and bought a unit. It had dog crates and an antique china hutch. Hopefully we can make some money off the stuff.
I caught my precious and innocent Ruby (the boxer) with her arms around Daisy humping the shit out of her. I was so disgusted. I expect that out of Daisy, but Ruby...no. Ruby has been sniffing Daisy's pus ever since she went into heat. I guess it turned her on. EWWWWW. Dogs will be dogs though. Whores.
I love Big Lots. Target has this shabby chic style quilt that I've been wanting for so long but it's $99. I can't afford that. We went to Big Lots between auctions today and I saw a quilt VERY similar for $20 and the shams were included! They aren't with the one at Target. And not only that, the name of that style quilt was called Samantha. Couldn't resist. I feel so floral and girly laying in my bed now. Hopefully Daisy won't bleed all over it. I can't keep her out of the bed at night. Bitch.
It's 12:10am. Stacey should be off work by now. I guess I'll go call her. Since I had my daily Starbucks fix about 9pm (REALLY smart since I like to go to bed around 11.) I had to take a couple of Klonopin. I sure hope that kicks in soon. I need to get up early and go grocery shopping. My
Posted By Sam @ 11:02 PM
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I've always loved this picture. It was taken in I believe 1980.
This is my mom & dad.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
My Mom & Dad
I've always loved this picture. It was taken in I believe 1980.
This is my mom & dad.
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Ever see things sometimes that are so cute that it makes you want to barf? I think this photo falls into that category.
Daisy in Diapers
Ever see things sometimes that are so cute that it makes you want to barf? I think this photo falls into that category.
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It's been a nasty rainy day today. I went go get art supplies this morning while Stacey took Angie to get her car. I feel ugly and disgusting today. I'm depressed and don't want to do anything. I may ride down to Starbucks and get me a coffee. That always perks me up.
I know why I'm depressed. I woke up this morning and turned on the TV. The first thing showing was the VT killings. They had a victims brother talking on the news. I flipped the station and the E True Hollywood Story of Andrea Yates was on. I went into the other room to paint some but couldn't seem to drown out the voice of her husband talking about the kids and what a wonderful wife she was. Ehh. Then after that they had something on about murders in prison who get fan mail from these nutcase woman. Murder someone and become a loved and wanted celebrity. Yeah. The next station just had more on the Virginia Tech killings. I had just about as much as I could take. So the TV is now off and won't come back on until 11PM when The Girls Next Door reruns come on.
I'm debating...Do I really want to get out in the rain to drive 3 miles to the nearest Starbucks? or do I want to sit inside and mope the rest of the afternoon?
I'm going for some coffee.
Tuesday
It's been a nasty rainy day today. I went go get art supplies this morning while Stacey took Angie to get her car. I feel ugly and disgusting today. I'm depressed and don't want to do anything. I may ride down to Starbucks and get me a coffee. That always perks me up.
I know why I'm depressed. I woke up this morning and turned on the TV. The first thing showing was the VT killings. They had a victims brother talking on the news. I flipped the station and the E True Hollywood Story of Andrea Yates was on. I went into the other room to paint some but couldn't seem to drown out the voice of her husband talking about the kids and what a wonderful wife she was. Ehh. Then after that they had something on about murders in prison who get fan mail from these nutcase woman. Murder someone and become a loved and wanted celebrity. Yeah. The next station just had more on the Virginia Tech killings. I had just about as much as I could take. So the TV is now off and won't come back on until 11PM when The Girls Next Door reruns come on.
I'm debating...Do I really want to get out in the rain to drive 3 miles to the nearest Starbucks? or do I want to sit inside and mope the rest of the afternoon?
I'm going for some coffee.
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I have signed up for EBSQ. You can see all of my art work and it gives you a link to my Ebay as well as a lovely photo of me! Yuck.
Go HERE.
Monday, April 16, 2007
Portfolio
I have signed up for EBSQ. You can see all of my art work and it gives you a link to my Ebay as well as a lovely photo of me! Yuck.
Go HERE.
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Daisy is in her cycle full mode now. I woke up this morning with blood all over my fresh clean white sheets. Blood was also all over the blanket on the living room sofa that she slept on last night. Stacey went to Petsmart and bought her a doggie diaper. So she's wearing that with a pantyliner inside. I've been calling around to local vets getting prices on spaying/neutering and it's ridiculous. The cheapest I've found in town is $120 just for the surgery. That's not including the blood work etc. I'm going to call the SPCA and see if I can get her in there. Maybe Ruby too.
I don't understand how vets can send letter to your house preaching to you to get your pets fixed then go and charge outrageous prices for doing it. Not everyone is rich.
Anyway...I used the Click n Ship online to purchase and ship my packages today for the first time! I was really excited when the mailman came to my door to pickup my packages! I really thought he'd drive right on by, but I guess they got the message. I'm going to save me every other day trips to the post office this way. I actually pulled my postal scale out of someone's trash and it's very accurate. This really helps for large packages. Normally I use the automated scale at the post office but when I have a large package I end up standing in line for up to an hour. YAY! No more lines!
I finished another pendant today. I'm tempted to keep this one for myself.
Another Day
Daisy is in her cycle full mode now. I woke up this morning with blood all over my fresh clean white sheets. Blood was also all over the blanket on the living room sofa that she slept on last night. Stacey went to Petsmart and bought her a doggie diaper. So she's wearing that with a pantyliner inside. I've been calling around to local vets getting prices on spaying/neutering and it's ridiculous. The cheapest I've found in town is $120 just for the surgery. That's not including the blood work etc. I'm going to call the SPCA and see if I can get her in there. Maybe Ruby too.
I don't understand how vets can send letter to your house preaching to you to get your pets fixed then go and charge outrageous prices for doing it. Not everyone is rich.
Anyway...I used the Click n Ship online to purchase and ship my packages today for the first time! I was really excited when the mailman came to my door to pickup my packages! I really thought he'd drive right on by, but I guess they got the message. I'm going to save me every other day trips to the post office this way. I actually pulled my postal scale out of someone's trash and it's very accurate. This really helps for large packages. Normally I use the automated scale at the post office but when I have a large package I end up standing in line for up to an hour. YAY! No more lines!
I finished another pendant today. I'm tempted to keep this one for myself.
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I could make up a really good story and say I took these photos myself...but I didn't. I did see the damage up close and personal today.
Stacey, Angie and I drove through Haltom City this afternoon to assess the damage. We drove past this little church and what's left of it. (I snagged these photos from the NBC5 website)
A Man was killed at this lumber yard.
I'm just thankful Arlington wasn't hit.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Damage
I could make up a really good story and say I took these photos myself...but I didn't. I did see the damage up close and personal today.
Stacey, Angie and I drove through Haltom City this afternoon to assess the damage. We drove past this little church and what's left of it. (I snagged these photos from the NBC5 website)
A Man was killed at this lumber yard.
I'm just thankful Arlington wasn't hit.
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You can read about the lovely storms HERE. Thank God we weren't affected.
My allergies are bothering me so bad that I can't breathe. I think I'm going to lay down for a while. I don't feel well.
Friday, April 13, 2007
I Survived
You can read about the lovely storms HERE. Thank God we weren't affected.
My allergies are bothering me so bad that I can't breathe. I think I'm going to lay down for a while. I don't feel well.
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50 Off The Wall Questions
Another from Cori
1. What color is your shirt?White
2. Do You own An Ipod? Yes
3. What Person On Your Top (My Space friends I'm assuming) Do You Talk To The Most? Kim
4.What Time Is Your Alarm Clock Set To? 2;30 PM
6. Do you wear flip flops when it's cold out? Sometimes
7. Would you rather take the pic or be in it? Doesn't matter
8. What Was The Last Movie You Watched? Rocky Balboa
9. Do Any Of Your Friends Have Children? My Space friends? Yes
10. Has Anyone Ever Called You Lazy? Who hasn't been called lazy sometime in their life?
11. Do You Ever Take Medication To Help You Fall Asleep? Yes
12. What Cd Is Currently In Your Cd Player? A mix of random music
13. Do You Prefer Regular Or Chocolate Milk? Depends on the mood
14. Has anyone told you a secret this week? Nope
15. When Was The Last Time You Had Starbucks? Today
16. Can You Whistle? Not well
18. Do You Think People Talk About You Behind Your Back? I know they do...I'm paranoid...I take medicine for it!
19. Did You Watch Cartoons As A Child? Uh, yeah
20. What Movie Do You Know Every Line To? Fried Green Tomatoes & Forest Gump
23. Do You Own Any Band T-Shirts? Yes
24. What Is Your Favorite Salad Dressing? Ranch
25. Is Anyone In Love With You? I hope so
26. Do You Do Your Own Dishes? Yes
27. Ever Cry In Public? Yep
28. Are You On A Desktop Computer Or A Lap Top? Desktop
29. Are You Currently Wanting Any Piercings Or Tattoo? No, I have enough tattoos (2) and I don't care to have any unnatural holes in my body (other than my ears)
30. Whats The Weather Like? Tornadoes, rain, hail and wind (It's Texas)
31. Would You Ever Date Anyone Covered In Tattoos? Yuck
33. When Was The Last Time You Slept On The Floor? It's been a while
34. How Many Hours Of Sleep Do You Need To Function? 5
35. Do You Eat Breakfast Daily? I rarely eat breakfast
36. Are Your Days Full And Fast Paced? No
38. Do you use sarcasm? Naaah
40. Are You Picky About Spelling And Grammar? No
41. Have You Ever Been To Six Flags? I live down the street from it, of course.
43. Do You Get Along Better With The Same Sex Or The Opposite? The Same
44. Do You Like Mustard? No
45. Do You Sleep On Your Side, Stomach Or Back? Depends on how Miss Daisy is sleeping. Last night I slept on my side with my head off the bed and a cramp in my neck while Daisy slept on my pillow on her back, teeth showing grinning big, legs straight up in the air, snoring loud and smelling bad. I love my animals.
46. Do you watch the news? Mostly local. The rest pisses me off too bad to watch.
47. How Did You Get Your Scars? Some self inflicted, some from a sever case of poison ivy acquired from geocaching a few years ago.
48. Who Was The Last Person To Make You Mad? Stacey
49. Do You Like Anybody? What do you mean by like? Yes I like someone.
50. What Is The Last Thing You Purchased? Starbucks Latte
50 Random Questions
50 Off The Wall Questions
Another from Cori
1. What color is your shirt?White
2. Do You own An Ipod? Yes
3. What Person On Your Top (My Space friends I'm assuming) Do You Talk To The Most? Kim
4.What Time Is Your Alarm Clock Set To? 2;30 PM
6. Do you wear flip flops when it's cold out? Sometimes
7. Would you rather take the pic or be in it? Doesn't matter
8. What Was The Last Movie You Watched? Rocky Balboa
9. Do Any Of Your Friends Have Children? My Space friends? Yes
10. Has Anyone Ever Called You Lazy? Who hasn't been called lazy sometime in their life?
11. Do You Ever Take Medication To Help You Fall Asleep? Yes
12. What Cd Is Currently In Your Cd Player? A mix of random music
13. Do You Prefer Regular Or Chocolate Milk? Depends on the mood
14. Has anyone told you a secret this week? Nope
15. When Was The Last Time You Had Starbucks? Today
16. Can You Whistle? Not well
18. Do You Think People Talk About You Behind Your Back? I know they do...I'm paranoid...I take medicine for it!
19. Did You Watch Cartoons As A Child? Uh, yeah
20. What Movie Do You Know Every Line To? Fried Green Tomatoes & Forest Gump
23. Do You Own Any Band T-Shirts? Yes
24. What Is Your Favorite Salad Dressing? Ranch
25. Is Anyone In Love With You? I hope so
26. Do You Do Your Own Dishes? Yes
27. Ever Cry In Public? Yep
28. Are You On A Desktop Computer Or A Lap Top? Desktop
29. Are You Currently Wanting Any Piercings Or Tattoo? No, I have enough tattoos (2) and I don't care to have any unnatural holes in my body (other than my ears)
30. Whats The Weather Like? Tornadoes, rain, hail and wind (It's Texas)
31. Would You Ever Date Anyone Covered In Tattoos? Yuck
33. When Was The Last Time You Slept On The Floor? It's been a while
34. How Many Hours Of Sleep Do You Need To Function? 5
35. Do You Eat Breakfast Daily? I rarely eat breakfast
36. Are Your Days Full And Fast Paced? No
38. Do you use sarcasm? Naaah
40. Are You Picky About Spelling And Grammar? No
41. Have You Ever Been To Six Flags? I live down the street from it, of course.
43. Do You Get Along Better With The Same Sex Or The Opposite? The Same
44. Do You Like Mustard? No
45. Do You Sleep On Your Side, Stomach Or Back? Depends on how Miss Daisy is sleeping. Last night I slept on my side with my head off the bed and a cramp in my neck while Daisy slept on my pillow on her back, teeth showing grinning big, legs straight up in the air, snoring loud and smelling bad. I love my animals.
46. Do you watch the news? Mostly local. The rest pisses me off too bad to watch.
47. How Did You Get Your Scars? Some self inflicted, some from a sever case of poison ivy acquired from geocaching a few years ago.
48. Who Was The Last Person To Make You Mad? Stacey
49. Do You Like Anybody? What do you mean by like? Yes I like someone.
50. What Is The Last Thing You Purchased? Starbucks Latte
Posted By Sam @ 7:32 PM
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We are now under a tornado warning. Rotation has been spotted in Fort Worth. Great. It's not even raining here yet. It is windy and the sky is a weird color. I need to get my bleeding boxer in the house. I guess I'll put her in the kitchen. I hate Texas weather. Tomorrow it will be sunny and warm.
Weather
We are now under a tornado warning. Rotation has been spotted in Fort Worth. Great. It's not even raining here yet. It is windy and the sky is a weird color. I need to get my bleeding boxer in the house. I guess I'll put her in the kitchen. I hate Texas weather. Tomorrow it will be sunny and warm.
Posted By Sam @ 5:12 PM
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The weather is supposed to turn bad in the next couple of hours. The news says that tornadoes and baseball size hail is likely. I love thunderstorms, but when the tornado sirens go off I get terrified. We'll just have to see.
I just got back from Starbucks. I'm drinking a Dolce De Leche Latte or something-or-nother. Whatever it is, it's good. I'm funny when it comes to drugs. I've tried pot and it has absolutely no effect on me at all, but give me a latte or an energy drink, ANYTHING with a considerable amount of caffeine and my whole mood changes and my energy level gets really high. It sends me into the manic phase of bipolar. The good manic phase.
Stacey finally got her an Ipod and we spend the afternoon transferring all of her favorite CD's onto it. Now she has something to listen to at work. I'm listening to mine now. Sultans of Swing is the first on my playlist. I think of my dad when I hear this song.
After I post this, I'm going to upload some more of my artwork into my paintings page. So check it out when you get a chance. I should have quite a bit more art on there in about an hour.
I want to put a photo album on here so my 4 loyal readers can see all the people I talk about on here. Sometimes it makes reading something a little more interesting and easier when you have a good mental picture of the people your reading about. I have tons of photos of the boys (Stacey's nephews) but not too many of me and Stacey.
Going to work on my art page now. Hopefully my computer won't die on me in this storm!
Texas Weather
The weather is supposed to turn bad in the next couple of hours. The news says that tornadoes and baseball size hail is likely. I love thunderstorms, but when the tornado sirens go off I get terrified. We'll just have to see.
I just got back from Starbucks. I'm drinking a Dolce De Leche Latte or something-or-nother. Whatever it is, it's good. I'm funny when it comes to drugs. I've tried pot and it has absolutely no effect on me at all, but give me a latte or an energy drink, ANYTHING with a considerable amount of caffeine and my whole mood changes and my energy level gets really high. It sends me into the manic phase of bipolar. The good manic phase.
Stacey finally got her an Ipod and we spend the afternoon transferring all of her favorite CD's onto it. Now she has something to listen to at work. I'm listening to mine now. Sultans of Swing is the first on my playlist. I think of my dad when I hear this song.
After I post this, I'm going to upload some more of my artwork into my paintings page. So check it out when you get a chance. I should have quite a bit more art on there in about an hour.
I want to put a photo album on here so my 4 loyal readers can see all the people I talk about on here. Sometimes it makes reading something a little more interesting and easier when you have a good mental picture of the people your reading about. I have tons of photos of the boys (Stacey's nephews) but not too many of me and Stacey.
Going to work on my art page now. Hopefully my computer won't die on me in this storm!
Posted By Sam @ 2:54 PM
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I'm a fucking idiot! I looked at the wrong date on the calendar. My doctor's appointment was Wednesday. I thought is was today. So now they'll charge me $50 which I just don't have to give to the already rich Dr. So I don't know when I'll go back. I haven't been taking my meds anyway. I guess when I hit bottom again, I'll start back up. Now that my PMS is over, I haven't been as depressed.
I'm almost finished with the 24X36" painting that I am working on for someone. I'm really excited about it. When I first started painting it, I was a little afraid it wouldn't turn out the way I had in mind. But now that I've got the cats in there and the accents, I'm very satisfied. I just hope the nice lady purchasing it is as pleased as I am. That's what matters.
SHIPPING the big bastard will be the hard part! I'm not sure whether to go through UPS or the USPS.
Onto other things...
I'm so glad Larry Burkhead is the father of Anna Nicole's baby.
I don't listen to Don Imus and probably never will, but I think people are WAY over reacting to his "racial" comments. I hear 10 times worse comments about black women in today's rap music but we'll never see an uproar over that. Reverse racism rules the world today. Martin Luther King preached equality. I take his speech as meaning EQUALITY for all. Black & white alike...And anyways, the dude apologized and promised to tone his show down some. Give him another chance. If we all were fired from our jobs for offending someone, we would have no economy. Let him try again. If he makes another remark like that, THEN fire him.
Everyone deserves a second chance. Well...most people.
I wonder what my dad would have said about this crap. Oh wait, I already know.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Thursday
I'm a fucking idiot! I looked at the wrong date on the calendar. My doctor's appointment was Wednesday. I thought is was today. So now they'll charge me $50 which I just don't have to give to the already rich Dr. So I don't know when I'll go back. I haven't been taking my meds anyway. I guess when I hit bottom again, I'll start back up. Now that my PMS is over, I haven't been as depressed.
I'm almost finished with the 24X36" painting that I am working on for someone. I'm really excited about it. When I first started painting it, I was a little afraid it wouldn't turn out the way I had in mind. But now that I've got the cats in there and the accents, I'm very satisfied. I just hope the nice lady purchasing it is as pleased as I am. That's what matters.
SHIPPING the big bastard will be the hard part! I'm not sure whether to go through UPS or the USPS.
Onto other things...
I'm so glad Larry Burkhead is the father of Anna Nicole's baby.
I don't listen to Don Imus and probably never will, but I think people are WAY over reacting to his "racial" comments. I hear 10 times worse comments about black women in today's rap music but we'll never see an uproar over that. Reverse racism rules the world today. Martin Luther King preached equality. I take his speech as meaning EQUALITY for all. Black & white alike...And anyways, the dude apologized and promised to tone his show down some. Give him another chance. If we all were fired from our jobs for offending someone, we would have no economy. Let him try again. If he makes another remark like that, THEN fire him.
Everyone deserves a second chance. Well...most people.
I wonder what my dad would have said about this crap. Oh wait, I already know.
Posted By Sam @ 2:29 PM
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I'm having a better day today.
Stacey's sister Angie is spending the day with us. Her and Stacey are at Thrift Town. She goes back to the HH at 6pm.
I watched The Girls Next Door last night. I didn't realize that Kendra has really REALLY bad skin! On her face and back! She's still hot.
I've finally started getting the house clean.
I have two more paintings listed on Ebay.
I'm going to be starting a huge painting today and I can't wait. It's already sold.
I finally started. The extreme moods are over for now, hopefully.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Better Day
I'm having a better day today.
Stacey's sister Angie is spending the day with us. Her and Stacey are at Thrift Town. She goes back to the HH at 6pm.
I watched The Girls Next Door last night. I didn't realize that Kendra has really REALLY bad skin! On her face and back! She's still hot.
I've finally started getting the house clean.
I have two more paintings listed on Ebay.
I'm going to be starting a huge painting today and I can't wait. It's already sold.
I finally started. The extreme moods are over for now, hopefully.
Posted By Sam @ 11:20 AM
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I've had a rough day. It's the week before I start and everything is going wrong for me. I've been upset since Sunday. Being around Stacey's family makes me realize what I'm missing out on not having my own. I rarely speak to my mother (she has her own problems) my dad is dead and all of my aunts and uncles live in Georgia and I don't speak to them much. I never really had siblings growing up. Quinton was 4 when I moved to Texas so I don't know him. I didn't get a call from anyone wishing me happy Easter.
Stacey's family is the only family I have but I know that when it comes down to it, if something happened between Stacey and I that I would no longer be family. If I screwed up, I loose them. If Stacey screws up, she doesn't loose them. It's not REAL family. It just sucks knowing that if I were in jail, no one would send ME money, if I ended up on the street no one would take ME in, if I really needed someone I'm tough out of luck because I don't have anyone other than Stacey.
I haven't taken my meds in 3 weeks now. Maybe I need to start back. I saw my therapist today and she said my moods have something to do with my period too. She says just to stay to myself during those days. Easy for her to say. I didn't make another appointment since the receptionist didn't notice me standing at the window for 10 minutes while she was on the phone so I just left. I'll probably never go back. I see my Dr. on Thursday.What do I tell her? I haven't been taking my pills? She'll tell me, "we'll, there's nothing I can do for you if you won't take your medication." and she's right.
My head hurts so bad. I've painted some but I get agitated and have to stop every few minutes to walk around the house or eat something. I still need to unpack everything from our trip. That wore me out.
I have 20 candles burning throughout the house and it still smells like Ruby shit. I couldn't leave her outside in the cold for 3 days. I'd rather come home to a house full of shit than a dead dog. I HAVE to get her fixed. I can't stand making her stay outside while she's on her "cycle". She sits and cries at the back door and all I can do is go outside every now and then and play with her. She just doesn't understand why she can't come in with Daisy. Poor Ruby.
Enough for now. I'm going to get my clothes out of the washer.
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Bad Day
I've had a rough day. It's the week before I start and everything is going wrong for me. I've been upset since Sunday. Being around Stacey's family makes me realize what I'm missing out on not having my own. I rarely speak to my mother (she has her own problems) my dad is dead and all of my aunts and uncles live in Georgia and I don't speak to them much. I never really had siblings growing up. Quinton was 4 when I moved to Texas so I don't know him. I didn't get a call from anyone wishing me happy Easter.
Stacey's family is the only family I have but I know that when it comes down to it, if something happened between Stacey and I that I would no longer be family. If I screwed up, I loose them. If Stacey screws up, she doesn't loose them. It's not REAL family. It just sucks knowing that if I were in jail, no one would send ME money, if I ended up on the street no one would take ME in, if I really needed someone I'm tough out of luck because I don't have anyone other than Stacey.
I haven't taken my meds in 3 weeks now. Maybe I need to start back. I saw my therapist today and she said my moods have something to do with my period too. She says just to stay to myself during those days. Easy for her to say. I didn't make another appointment since the receptionist didn't notice me standing at the window for 10 minutes while she was on the phone so I just left. I'll probably never go back. I see my Dr. on Thursday.What do I tell her? I haven't been taking my pills? She'll tell me, "we'll, there's nothing I can do for you if you won't take your medication." and she's right.
My head hurts so bad. I've painted some but I get agitated and have to stop every few minutes to walk around the house or eat something. I still need to unpack everything from our trip. That wore me out.
I have 20 candles burning throughout the house and it still smells like Ruby shit. I couldn't leave her outside in the cold for 3 days. I'd rather come home to a house full of shit than a dead dog. I HAVE to get her fixed. I can't stand making her stay outside while she's on her "cycle". She sits and cries at the back door and all I can do is go outside every now and then and play with her. She just doesn't understand why she can't come in with Daisy. Poor Ruby.
Enough for now. I'm going to get my clothes out of the washer.
Posted By Sam @ 4:15 PM
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Our Easter weekend, our 3 days camping trip and it SNOWS! It never snows in Texas!
It was 3 days of freezing cold weather cramped up in a 20' trailer with 5 adults 2 kids and 3 dogs.
We played Spongebob Monopoly and watched Rocky movies. I'll post more later. Now I have to clean up Ruby's shit and period blood from the kitchen floor.
Monday, April 09, 2007
We're Back!
Our Easter weekend, our 3 days camping trip and it SNOWS! It never snows in Texas!
It was 3 days of freezing cold weather cramped up in a 20' trailer with 5 adults 2 kids and 3 dogs.
We played Spongebob Monopoly and watched Rocky movies. I'll post more later. Now I have to clean up Ruby's shit and period blood from the kitchen floor.
Posted By Sam @ 7:04 PM
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We're leaving for our camping trip late tonight when Stacey gets off work. I have most everything packed. We took the camper down to the spot this morning for Stacey's family. It's supposed to be cold. I was really hoping to get some sun. I have all mine and Stacey's snacks packed. I refuse to share chips with Stacey's sister who lets her 6 year old, booger picking brat (I love him don't get me wrong) stick his filthy hands in the food. I don't know how the sleeping arrangements are going to go. There is Stacey's brother who is 24, Stacey's mom, Stacey's sister, me, Stacey, Stacey's 9 year old nephew and Stacey's sister's 6 year old booger picker. We'll be cramped but it should be fun.
We got Daisy a new dress. I'll have to post a photo before I leave. She was out at the campsite today running full speed through the blue bonnets. I wish I'd had a camera then. She ran so fast her ass started going faster than the rest of her and she went into front flips though the grass.
I also have some more paintings listed. I will not be checking Ebay or my e-mails while I'm gone so if someone wants to bid on something while I'm gone, it would be a nice surprise when I got back!
This is my latest:
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Camping Trip
We're leaving for our camping trip late tonight when Stacey gets off work. I have most everything packed. We took the camper down to the spot this morning for Stacey's family. It's supposed to be cold. I was really hoping to get some sun. I have all mine and Stacey's snacks packed. I refuse to share chips with Stacey's sister who lets her 6 year old, booger picking brat (I love him don't get me wrong) stick his filthy hands in the food. I don't know how the sleeping arrangements are going to go. There is Stacey's brother who is 24, Stacey's mom, Stacey's sister, me, Stacey, Stacey's 9 year old nephew and Stacey's sister's 6 year old booger picker. We'll be cramped but it should be fun.
We got Daisy a new dress. I'll have to post a photo before I leave. She was out at the campsite today running full speed through the blue bonnets. I wish I'd had a camera then. She ran so fast her ass started going faster than the rest of her and she went into front flips though the grass.
I also have some more paintings listed. I will not be checking Ebay or my e-mails while I'm gone so if someone wants to bid on something while I'm gone, it would be a nice surprise when I got back!
This is my latest:
Posted By Sam @ 2:03 PM
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Another Survey from Cori
PERSONAL SURVEY...The Most Personal Quiz, Ever Hmmm...We'll see.
Who were you with last night? Stacey and the dogs
What woke you up this morning? Stacey and the dogs
Where are you? In my bedroom
Did you kiss or hug anyone today? yes
When was the last time you cried? Last night (I was scared of the tornadoes!)
-The PAST-
Ever thrown up in public? Nope
Passed out because of alcohol? Yes
Who's on your mind RIGHT NOW? My Ruby...She started her period today and had to stay outside.
Would you take a bullet for anyone? For Stacey or my great grandmother
Where would you like to live? On some beach
What kind of home would you like? I like Cori's answer..."one that's paid off"
What do you want to be when you grow up? I never will grow up
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Who the hell knows
I'm skipping the Myspace part since I'm not posting this on Myspace
IN GENERAL
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? I tripped over the vacuum cleaner AND Stacey's shoes this morning. I tripped over Daisy last night.
Do you listen to music everyday? Yep
What was the last thing you ate? Yogurt
Are you a fast typist?Yes
About how many people have you liked? Liked? Like in have a crush on, or just generally liked?...No answer
what are you doing this weekend? Going camping at Lake Whitney
What’s your favorite type of SODA? Dr. Pepper
Whats your LEAST favorite SODA? Big Red...Tasted like carbonated cough syrup ( I know some who have said that about Dr. pepper too!)
Have you ever won an award?Yes
What is your favorite sound?The ocean
Are you listening to music right now? No, I'm listening to the neighbors car alarm that JUST WON'T STOP! and...the looser teenagers next door who get their jollies off of tantalizing my dogs, and the baseball game that's going on at the park behind my house...
Do you like someone right now?Yes
What’s a quote that you love?"Insanity - a perfectly rational adjustment to an insane world."
How long 'til your birthday?A while...January
When were you the saddest in your whole life? Over the last couple of years when everyone I know seemed to die on me
What time is it? 6:54pm
What time do you want it to be? Noon Friday
What makes you mad? Again, I like Cori's answer "stupid people breeding"
Have you ever had a song written about you? No
What song makes you cry?I've never cried to a song
What song makes you happy? Listen to the Music-the doobie brothers
Do you have a job?Guess you can call it that
If you were a crayon what color would you be? I REALLY like Cori's answer on this one "the most used one"
What makes you happy? Painting
What’s the next CD you're gonna get? I don't buy CD's
[Height:] 5'2"
[Hair:] blond
[Eye Color:] blue
[Wearing right now?] Dr. Pepper Junk Food Shirt & Levis
[What taste is in your mouth?] Blueberry yogurt?
Word to describe 2007? It's not far enough in to it yet
Favorite colors in 2006? pink and green
Summer 2006? Hot
Honestly, do you miss 2006? Nope
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Survey
Another Survey from Cori
PERSONAL SURVEY...The Most Personal Quiz, Ever Hmmm...We'll see.
Who were you with last night? Stacey and the dogs
What woke you up this morning? Stacey and the dogs
Where are you? In my bedroom
Did you kiss or hug anyone today? yes
When was the last time you cried? Last night (I was scared of the tornadoes!)
-The PAST-
Ever thrown up in public? Nope
Passed out because of alcohol? Yes
Who's on your mind RIGHT NOW? My Ruby...She started her period today and had to stay outside.
Would you take a bullet for anyone? For Stacey or my great grandmother
Where would you like to live? On some beach
What kind of home would you like? I like Cori's answer..."one that's paid off"
What do you want to be when you grow up? I never will grow up
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Who the hell knows
I'm skipping the Myspace part since I'm not posting this on Myspace
IN GENERAL
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? I tripped over the vacuum cleaner AND Stacey's shoes this morning. I tripped over Daisy last night.
Do you listen to music everyday? Yep
What was the last thing you ate? Yogurt
Are you a fast typist?Yes
About how many people have you liked? Liked? Like in have a crush on, or just generally liked?...No answer
what are you doing this weekend? Going camping at Lake Whitney
What’s your favorite type of SODA? Dr. Pepper
Whats your LEAST favorite SODA? Big Red...Tasted like carbonated cough syrup ( I know some who have said that about Dr. pepper too!)
Have you ever won an award?Yes
What is your favorite sound?The ocean
Are you listening to music right now? No, I'm listening to the neighbors car alarm that JUST WON'T STOP! and...the looser teenagers next door who get their jollies off of tantalizing my dogs, and the baseball game that's going on at the park behind my house...
Do you like someone right now?Yes
What’s a quote that you love?"Insanity - a perfectly rational adjustment to an insane world."
How long 'til your birthday?A while...January
When were you the saddest in your whole life? Over the last couple of years when everyone I know seemed to die on me
What time is it? 6:54pm
What time do you want it to be? Noon Friday
What makes you mad? Again, I like Cori's answer "stupid people breeding"
Have you ever had a song written about you? No
What song makes you cry?I've never cried to a song
What song makes you happy? Listen to the Music-the doobie brothers
Do you have a job?Guess you can call it that
If you were a crayon what color would you be? I REALLY like Cori's answer on this one "the most used one"
What makes you happy? Painting
What’s the next CD you're gonna get? I don't buy CD's
[Height:] 5'2"
[Hair:] blond
[Eye Color:] blue
[Wearing right now?] Dr. Pepper Junk Food Shirt & Levis
[What taste is in your mouth?] Blueberry yogurt?
Word to describe 2007? It's not far enough in to it yet
Favorite colors in 2006? pink and green
Summer 2006? Hot
Honestly, do you miss 2006? Nope
Posted By Sam @ 5:36 PM
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I changed my haircolor last night. I went from platinum blond to more of a honey blond and I love it. I look more...real now.
We are leaving for our camping trip at Lake Whitney tomorrow evening sometime. It's supposed to be cloudy and cool. No sun for me.
While I was all alone watching House last night, the news interrupted saying there was a tornado warning for Tarrant County and a wall cloud with rotation had been spotted right off the road I live on! Then it started hailing the size of quarters. I thought someone was trying to break my window it was so loud. The tornado sirens went off and the TV started buzzing. The weatherman came back on and said those living in MY AREA should take cover immediately. Of course I stayed right in my bed on the telephone to EVERYONE in a lightning storm. Eventually the clouds broke up and the storm faded away, but it left us with a cold front that is going to make camping uncomfortable. I hate being outdoors when it's cold. Dammit.
I dreamed about tornadoes and hail last night.
I won't be blogging much after tomorrow. I won't be back home until late Monday evening.
Wednsday
I changed my haircolor last night. I went from platinum blond to more of a honey blond and I love it. I look more...real now.
We are leaving for our camping trip at Lake Whitney tomorrow evening sometime. It's supposed to be cloudy and cool. No sun for me.
While I was all alone watching House last night, the news interrupted saying there was a tornado warning for Tarrant County and a wall cloud with rotation had been spotted right off the road I live on! Then it started hailing the size of quarters. I thought someone was trying to break my window it was so loud. The tornado sirens went off and the TV started buzzing. The weatherman came back on and said those living in MY AREA should take cover immediately. Of course I stayed right in my bed on the telephone to EVERYONE in a lightning storm. Eventually the clouds broke up and the storm faded away, but it left us with a cold front that is going to make camping uncomfortable. I hate being outdoors when it's cold. Dammit.
I dreamed about tornadoes and hail last night.
I won't be blogging much after tomorrow. I won't be back home until late Monday evening.
Posted By Sam @ 4:28 PM
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I have my large painting listed now. You can see it OR BID ON IT here.
Stacey's 9 year old nephew got two teeth pulled today. While at the dentists office, his blood pressure got so high that the alarms went off and he had to be taken to Cook's Children's Medical Center. He ended up okay thank God. He was so terrified of going to the dentist that he stressed over it for weeks.
I'm working on some mini paintings that I hope to get listed this week. I'm bored.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Tuesday
I have my large painting listed now. You can see it OR BID ON IT here.
Stacey's 9 year old nephew got two teeth pulled today. While at the dentists office, his blood pressure got so high that the alarms went off and he had to be taken to Cook's Children's Medical Center. He ended up okay thank God. He was so terrified of going to the dentist that he stressed over it for weeks.
I'm working on some mini paintings that I hope to get listed this week. I'm bored.
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I went to my appointment with my new therapist this morning. She was nice. An older lady with a PhD. She confirmed that I was bipolar and not just moody. I told her that I occasionally take hydrocodone as an anti-anxiety drug during stressfull or crowded situations (maybe one or two pills a week) and she said that was okay as long as I wasn't abusing them.
I haven't taken my Depakote and Zoloft in 4 days now. I haven't felt any different and I haven't lost any weight. I plan to start back tonight. I told her my fears of Depakote (thanks Livey..lol) and she told me that it takes a while for liver damage to occur and that severe liver damage is rare and that I should talk to the Dr. about it. I go back to the Dr. Thurday.
Our camping trip is this weekend. Stacey will pull the camper down Thursday morning for her sister and mother and we'll come down either Thursday night or Friday morning. Stacey is working nights again but she has a 4 day weekend coming up. I plan to get some sun. I'm also thinking about trying a new hair color...
I went to Hobby Lobby today for canvas (they had it 25% off) and bought a large 24" X 12" piece with 1.5" thick sides. I painted 10 cats at a table behind a long sub sandwich. It's something I would hang in my kitchen. That size canvas is a little pricey so I'm going to have to start my bid higher, but I think this one will sell. I'll post it here tomorrow. I'm letting the varnish dry now. I've worked on it all day!! Anyway... I was on the jewelry making isle when some young guy asked me if my hair was naturally that color. I told him no and he told me I would be lucky if it was. The girl at Wal-Greens commented on it the other day. I'm a little tired of the Gwen Stefani blonde and I'm thinking of going a little darker. Still blonde, but more honey blond rather than platnium.
I'm just rambling on...
I've gained so much weight and I love it. I wouldn't mind toning up a bit and losing the little gut, but my breast size has increased greatly (and so has my ass) Before I started the Depakote I weighed about 105 lbs. Now I'm a good 117. Now I meet the weight requirements to give blood! I guess, unless it's changed since I worked there in 1997. It used to be 117 lbs.
Enough blogging for tonight. I'm going to finish cleaning house, put one more coat of varnish on my painting, light the scented oils I got at Hobby Lobby and take a hot bath. THEN I'm going to bed.
Good night to my 4 loyal readers.
Monday, April 02, 2007
New Therapist
I went to my appointment with my new therapist this morning. She was nice. An older lady with a PhD. She confirmed that I was bipolar and not just moody. I told her that I occasionally take hydrocodone as an anti-anxiety drug during stressfull or crowded situations (maybe one or two pills a week) and she said that was okay as long as I wasn't abusing them.
I haven't taken my Depakote and Zoloft in 4 days now. I haven't felt any different and I haven't lost any weight. I plan to start back tonight. I told her my fears of Depakote (thanks Livey..lol) and she told me that it takes a while for liver damage to occur and that severe liver damage is rare and that I should talk to the Dr. about it. I go back to the Dr. Thurday.
Our camping trip is this weekend. Stacey will pull the camper down Thursday morning for her sister and mother and we'll come down either Thursday night or Friday morning. Stacey is working nights again but she has a 4 day weekend coming up. I plan to get some sun. I'm also thinking about trying a new hair color...
I went to Hobby Lobby today for canvas (they had it 25% off) and bought a large 24" X 12" piece with 1.5" thick sides. I painted 10 cats at a table behind a long sub sandwich. It's something I would hang in my kitchen. That size canvas is a little pricey so I'm going to have to start my bid higher, but I think this one will sell. I'll post it here tomorrow. I'm letting the varnish dry now. I've worked on it all day!! Anyway... I was on the jewelry making isle when some young guy asked me if my hair was naturally that color. I told him no and he told me I would be lucky if it was. The girl at Wal-Greens commented on it the other day. I'm a little tired of the Gwen Stefani blonde and I'm thinking of going a little darker. Still blonde, but more honey blond rather than platnium.
I'm just rambling on...
I've gained so much weight and I love it. I wouldn't mind toning up a bit and losing the little gut, but my breast size has increased greatly (and so has my ass) Before I started the Depakote I weighed about 105 lbs. Now I'm a good 117. Now I meet the weight requirements to give blood! I guess, unless it's changed since I worked there in 1997. It used to be 117 lbs.
Enough blogging for tonight. I'm going to finish cleaning house, put one more coat of varnish on my painting, light the scented oils I got at Hobby Lobby and take a hot bath. THEN I'm going to bed.
Good night to my 4 loyal readers.
Posted By Sam @ 8:29 PM
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Stacey and I had another garage sale. This time in Cleburne at Stacey's sisters. We did pretty good.
Some people though. We had a set with a pretty floral toothbrush holder, 2 cups (all porcelin) and shower curtian rings (all of them) for $1. This old bitty came up and picked up each piece, counted all the rings, picked up each piece again, looked at front and back and said, "this cup has a chip, will you take 25 cents for everything?" WTF? Stacey said NO and the woman turned her nose up and left. I went over and the chip was about the size of a pin head on the bottom of one of the cups. It wasn't 5 minutes later another woman saw the set and bought it for $1 with no hesitation. Go buy that set brand new at Kohls and see what you'd pay. $12.99 per cup and $9.99 for the shower curtian rings. Also, none of the items had been used! Cleburne has a bunch of old snots who think they're too good for anything. We did have a lot of friendly people come to the sale too.
We went to the mall today and bought a few things. Big Lots had RL t-shirts for $5.00 so we bought a few. I got a Cheerios shirt for $5 that once sold on Ebay for $15.00. I'm keeping it for myself though.
We're going camping next weekend so I got some cheap tank tops and flip flops.
Also, Daisy (our mini schnauzer) humps Ruby (our boxer) to the point that it's really starting to annoy EVERYONE. She does it in the bed while I'm trying to sleep and it rocks the bed. She goes at it off and on for as long as an hour. Ruby just looks up and sighs while Daisys going to town on her back. She's 6 months old, not fixed and a female? Will getting her fixed solve this?
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Sunday, April 01, 2007
Garage Sales
Stacey and I had another garage sale. This time in Cleburne at Stacey's sisters. We did pretty good.
Some people though. We had a set with a pretty floral toothbrush holder, 2 cups (all porcelin) and shower curtian rings (all of them) for $1. This old bitty came up and picked up each piece, counted all the rings, picked up each piece again, looked at front and back and said, "this cup has a chip, will you take 25 cents for everything?" WTF? Stacey said NO and the woman turned her nose up and left. I went over and the chip was about the size of a pin head on the bottom of one of the cups. It wasn't 5 minutes later another woman saw the set and bought it for $1 with no hesitation. Go buy that set brand new at Kohls and see what you'd pay. $12.99 per cup and $9.99 for the shower curtian rings. Also, none of the items had been used! Cleburne has a bunch of old snots who think they're too good for anything. We did have a lot of friendly people come to the sale too.
We went to the mall today and bought a few things. Big Lots had RL t-shirts for $5.00 so we bought a few. I got a Cheerios shirt for $5 that once sold on Ebay for $15.00. I'm keeping it for myself though.
We're going camping next weekend so I got some cheap tank tops and flip flops.
Also, Daisy (our mini schnauzer) humps Ruby (our boxer) to the point that it's really starting to annoy EVERYONE. She does it in the bed while I'm trying to sleep and it rocks the bed. She goes at it off and on for as long as an hour. Ruby just looks up and sighs while Daisys going to town on her back. She's 6 months old, not fixed and a female? Will getting her fixed solve this?
Posted By Sam @ 7:44 PM
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