I am at a point in my life where I feel like I have nothing to lose. I don't care what happens to me. I don't care if I get thrown in jail, I don't care if I die, I don't care about anything. I can be a good feeling and a bad one. The good part about it is that I'm not afraid of anything or anyone. I don't care what people think of me which makes me in a way, more self confident. The bad part is if I'm not careful I really could end up in jail and I'd regret it when I snapped out of this mood.

I've felt so crazy today. I have moment where everything spins. 10 minutes later I'll be so angry then 5 minutes later everything is great.

I've had a bad headache for the last few days and I've been over sleeping.

It soon shall pass...

Stacey and I rented 4 movies the other day. Alpha Dog, Running with Scissors, Van Wilder 2 The Rise of Taj, and some strange movie called Notes on a Scandal. Van Wilder 2 SUCKED. I don't think I even cracked a smile during the entire thing. The only thing even somewhat cute about it was the dog. Notes on a Scandal was okay but a little boring. Alpha Dog was really good and I just loved Running with Scissors. I watched it twice.

Stacey and I went to an auction today and bought a unit for $5 with an entertainment center, a leather sofa, a kitchen table (no chairs though) a weight bench complete with weights, a couple of PlayStation 2 games and controller, and a bunch of kids clothing. Not bad for 5 bucks.

I think I'm going to Starbucks.